Read It, January 2016: Progress Report 1

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Planning My Reading Time

Today is Friday, January 8, 2016. I am beginning the year with an effort to keep myself focused. When traveling down to Ann Arbor each week for work, I am allowing myself to bring less reading material. I will allow myself one novel, one story collection, one essay collection, and one non-fiction book. This will give me a few options. If I’m tired and don’t have the attention span for a novel, I’ll read essays or short stories. If my selection of a novel isn’t rocking my world, I can switch to a non-fiction book, usually one that I’ve been meaning to finish for some time. We’ll see how that goes.

Going back to work after a vacation is always a bit of a downer, and this year I’m jumping right back into a late, stressful project. Nevertheless, I am trying to remind myself that this project is a marathon, not a sprint, and that I have mental and physical health needs outside of work. This week I actually left the building for lunch, running errands at lunchtime rather than eating one of my stash of heartburn-inducing frozen burritos in the office refrigerator. I could tolerate that kind of lunch better in my twenties, but these days I can really benefit from eating some fresher food, breathing some fresh air, moving around a bit, and focusing my eyes on things that aren’t a computer screen.

Every Love Story Is a Ghost Story: A Life of David Foster Wallace by D. T. Max

This week my non-fiction book is Every Love Story Is a Ghost Story: A Life of David Foster Wallace by D. T. Max. I have read a bit more than half of this book. I think it is a pretty good biography. Aside from the usual gags, for example the explanation that Wallace wore his bandana to “keep his head from exploding,” we learn just how sick he often was. Max does not spare the occasional gruesome detail about just how hard knowing Wallace was on his friends, family, and lovers. He was not always, or perhaps was never, the gentle Buddha of the Midwest of myth and legend. That, I think, is OK — especially given that, in what I’ve read so far, he is still very young, and had a sort of shocking inexperience with anything resembling the real world. It is troubling to read of his occasionally abusive, stalker-ish relationships with a couple of women, though. One wishes to believe that the artists one admires are good at everything, in all aspects of their lives — but of course, the world is short of saints, and even saints probably did not always live up to their publicity.

There are the occasional beautifully-written moments that give me pause. It captures the painful details of Wallace’s repeated bouts with severe anxiety and depression, which is heartbreaking, but it seems to rarely portray Wallace the way he comes across in his writing — that is, a person of enormous energy, almost mania, and confidence. The contrast is unnerving. I recently read his essay on Wittgenstein’s Mistress. From the biography we learn that he started, then set aside, then returned to, this essay, and agonized over it, and wrote it during a period of his life where he was undergoing huge upheaval. But the essay itself betrays only, it seems, energy, authority, and no small amount of obsessive focus. The contrast is strange, and something it looks like I’m going to have to come to terms with again and again as I complete this book, because, unfortunately, I know how it ends.

Connecting Through Reading

I have also tried to put in time, each weeknight this week, to remain connected with my children and my wife. So I’ve been reading them Harry Potter and the Sorceror’s Stone, the first Harry Potter book. I’ve read all the Harry Potter books before, and I thought I had read this one to the children before a few years ago, but they tell me I haven’t. It wouldn’t matter much even if I had — there are several new ones, and the older ones are years older, and wouldn’t remember the details anyway. They have seen the movie many times, and so reading the book is an interesting jumping-off point to talk about the differences between books and their movie adaptations.

China Mieville

My novel this week is Embassytown by China Mieville. I have a somewhat difficult relationship with Mieville. I really enjoyed Perdido Street Station and The Scar when they came out. I have tried to read Iron Council and something seemed off; I could not really get into the groove with that book, although I would like to try again. I have tried to read Embassytown before, and somehow became bored or distracted with it. I am trying again because I consistently read very positive reviews of the book, so I’m willing to believe I just didn’t give it enough of a chance. I hear good things about some of Mieville’s other work, including the new story collection Three Moments of an Explosion.

Essays and Stories in the Queue

The essay collection in the box in my car this week was I Am Sorry to Think I Have Raised a Timid Son by Kent Russell. My short story collection was Twelve Monkeys, Twelve Minutes by Peter Watts. Since I didn’t even crack the covers of either of these this week, they will go back in the box for next week. I also have agreed to try a virtual “book club” to read S. by Doug Dorst and J. J. Abrams, a sort of experimental novel/art project. It seems a little daunting, like something I would have loved more when I was younger, but now might not have the patience for.

I might have to start putting in overtime next week, so this month might not be the best for achieving my reading goals. What are you reading this week?

Saginaw and/or Ann Arbor, Michigan
January 8, 2016

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